Growing up

Well, everyone it's been a long while since a last post but this new one is a thought everyone can relate to and that is growing up. We all have mixed feelings about growing up. Some look forward to it, others want to stay young forever. Well, the cold hard truth is we all have to grow up eventually. That means putting aside all of our differences and accepting everyone for who they are. As The Maine quoted in their song titled, Growing Up:

"Graduate. Whats a kid to do now?

Get away (yea-ah).

We've got so much to prove.

Cause it's time to move on.

and I stuck to let go......Growing up won't bring us down"

Now, many people who are graduated first think what am I going to? Shoot for your biggest dream and try to make it come true or just be a normal person? This also comes to show that growing up will bring challenges and that you gotta prove everyone that you can be a somebody in the world. The last part is simple. Move on from high school and look forward to the future. However, it can be hard to let go of the past. Moral of this post, is that growing up won't hurt but only make you stronger.

Reality Stricken

Reality. Everyone experiences it. Nobody can escape encountering the cold wall of reality. It will hit any of us eventually. Well, this past night was when reality struck me and it struck me pretty hard. I realized that I can't go on living in this fantasy world where everything will be alright and that person won't find out what I said behind their back. When reality hits, you have to prepare for the worst. If you say something out of anger, then you better hope that the person you insulted or made fun of doesn't strike back. Don't let reality smack you in the face, prepare for it while you can.

I Owe You a Love Song

This is one of my favorite songs of all time. I'm not going to post the whole song on here, but only an excerpt that has a powerful meaning to it.

Waiting alone
In the world you made for me
Makes staying in love
Just a world of make believe
Where im playing along
And your words are clear to me
Like hearing a song
Without a melody

What I take of it, is that there are so many people wait for a special someone to come back to them. This special someone has made a world for this waiting person that makes them stay in that world. But it gets hard for that waiting person to stay in this world because they know the special someone isn't interested in you anymore.

Changes

Just last night a friend of mine that I've always had told me he is willing to change from a bad, devlish figure to a nice guy like I am, or so some people say. This can be a hard task to change a person. I'm kind of wondering if it will work or not. I mean he was a pretty good guy in the summer but then he met a bunch of my other friends and turned down the wrong path. So I don't know what I should. I think it would be smart to improve mannerisms first. The first concept I'm getting at is it's hard to change a person back to who they were. I've been trying to myself and it's very hard to do. A person can't expect immediate results in the changes he/she made because it takes a while. A person needs examples of the figure they are trying to change to in order to actually change. For me it's easy. I just look back on my old self and try to figure out what I need to do to be like that.

This "changing" friend also has another friend that is a girl but their relationship fell apart in a matter of weeks. She then came to me to ask what is going on with him. She asked why he isn't talking to her anymore and questions like that. I asked her I could help her out. She replied saying sure you don't have to though. I insisted that I should. Then as the week went on, she asked me if I found any more information out about him ignoring her. I told her that he could be getting back to her and she got her hopes up. Well, then she went instinctly to him to ask him if thats true and he said no. She then stopped all asscociation with me. I just want to tell her sorry that I lied. So this time I ask of my audience to help me give advice.

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